Sakit Sendiri

Sejak Kamis lalu, saya sudah 4 hari sakit yang gejalanya mirip masuk angin...tapi kok lama bgt yach sembuhnya. Gejalanya : Puyeng, kapala terasa berat, badan kurang fit dan cenderung terasa berat juga. Alhasil ini dampaknya:
1. Ga jadi Ke Dufan secara gratis karena A'ay punya 5 free tickets, ugh
2. Ga bisa ke Gig Jakarta Hardcore di DeJavu
3.Yach ga bisa kemana-mana.......dech

cuman bisa ke Toko Games and Action Figure sahabat gue dari kecil: Ferry yang baru buka di CBD Ciledug (sukses Fer).....yach ga jauh2 dari my neighborbood dech pokoknya......

Atau ini adalah symptom Gejala Malarindu (buset dech ga cocok ama tampang gue) yang ditinggal belahan jiwa ke Tanah Suci :(......
Moga-moga menjadi Haji yang mabrur neng, kudoakan......

and then you said...."I do..."

16 November 2007....

It's not an upcoming spontaneous reaction.....
It's the way I feel about you
Tough I always do not get things right
I always promise that I am willing.......

To give myself to you and always be by your side for the rest of my life

Trust and Paranoia

Trust kata yang mudah diucapkan tapi susah dilakukan....
ntah kenapa saya mudah kehilangan trust saya kepada seseorang,walaupun saya sudah berusaha untuk tidak kehilangan trust tersebut.

satu hal lagi, saya orang yg paranoid atau indonesianya sugesti kali ye....

2 hal yang sangat berkaitan satu sama lain yang bisa fatal menghancurkan yang namanya relationship terlebih kepercayaan diri.

Well, penyakit paranoid saya terjadi sktr 3 tahun yang lalu dan sekarang masih belum punah.Kadang-kadang berhasil ngelawan, tapi kebanyakan selalu kalah.


Untunglah saya mempunyai teman2 dan pacar saya yang siap menolong ke-paranoid-an saya. Kalo engga, mungkin saya harus ke psikiater ditambah minum pil-pil penenang lainnya.

Maybe I should take it easy untuk semua masalah atau pre-masalah hehhehe.....
or any good suggestion....?

Beginning from now....I will destroy my paranoia and put all my trust in you....yes you....

Mungkin seseorang disana lagi tersenyum membaca ini...dan selalu mengatakan hal ini kepada diri saya......

and still the hardest part for you to put your trust in me,
i love you more than i can say why won't you just believe?

..and the reason is you.......

For someone out there....this is for you.....

HOOBASTANK

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Let celebrate our LOVE (again)..........

On 20th SAugust 2007, I felt in LOVE again for the second time with her..........
Thank you for your love and understanding........
Never ever again I would make the same mistake with you.......

Forever and Endlessly

A song for a lovely woman

Lagu ini di dedikasikan untuk 'Neng Ica.....suatu saat aku ingin menyanyikan lagu ini untukmu di waktu yang sangat spesial.......
Miss U 'Neng.......

Somebody

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general

Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it

by: Depeche Mode

same old story

Hmmm...ini mungkin keskian kalinya gue bikin blog dengan url dan judul blog yang aneh
1. Rawa Kambing
Kalo dipikir2 yang namanya kambing ga bakalan maen ke rawa-rawa, mau digigit uler atau
dimakan buaya!!!!....tapi ga tau kenapa di dearah Ciledug which is my hometown, ada daerah yang namanya RAWA KAMBING, hmm asal - usul yang ga jelas pula dan ga ada urban legendnya. Nuff said, kenapa gue kasih nama blog gue seperti itu karena merepresentasikan where I belong and grew up until teenager.

2. Geger Kalong
Asal usul nama ini juga ga jelas, kalo mau dinalarin sich mungkin along-long time ago di
suatu daerah dibikin geger oleh kehadiran kalong-kalong yang asalnya ga jelasjuntrungannnya tiba2ingin hidup berdampingan dgn masyarakat lokal dan ingin membuat habitat, bereproduksi sampe cari makan juga.
Nuff said, mugkin udahbisa ketebak kalo nama ini adalah suatu di daerah Bandung, yup saya menghabiskan waktu 4-5 tahun di Bandung, dan akhirnya membuat saya jatuh cinta dengan kota ini sampe sekarang...

Udah jelas khan asal- usul nama ini.....mudah2an blog ini akan awet ga seperti blog-blog sebelumnya yang kandas di tengah jalan....Amin.....